Eyi’s Personal Blog

Huff..
I’ve been very very very busy lately. I threw all my personal relationship and
my problems into a bucket named garbage box. That made me lost something worth in
my life that I should have got. But in the other side, I got all things in my
job under control. Why couldn’t I do two or more things correctly..?? Because I
think that we are not able to do two or more different things in a time. Maybe
you’re able to, but not perfectly correct. So it means that we should
consentrate in just one thing, and if that thing is finished then do the other
thing. It prevents stress too. Well, all I’m able to do is just say sorry if I
was a someone terrible. But please..!! Be understandable for me because of
those busy activities. Those things bring me to be an emotional man, because
they made my brain works more than it should be. Besides, when I’m home there
is a job that I should do. The thesis! Ooch! That’s the other thing that made
my sleep never be all right. Once again be understandable please. So give me an
apologise if one of you got somethings bad from me.. Because that’s not
what I suppose to be..

GBU

3y1

It’s almost been a year from the beginning of my personal blog with the title "fasting month", which had been published for the first time about a year ago. Wow.. time going faster and faster right… hehehehe… and I’m older and older..hahahahah.. That’s my first ever blog, I’m so glad that I’m able to fill it with a lot of words that came out automatically and naturaly from my mind. Sometime I thought and confused with my words in you my blog, how could I wrote so much in you with my  english. It used to be mission impossible for me, but it’s no longer now. All I wanna do is praise the Lord for the talent that He has given to me, hehehe..  I’m so happy..

Today is the second day of the fasting month. Like I wrote before, this is the time that I like most. But this year there’s a little bit different with last year. If last year I have to go to my campus everyday, this year I don’t have to go everyday. So it’s a little bit quite for me, coz I can’t see my friend, to play around with them. But I don’t know, today is just the second day, there are still 28 days to go till it ends. So there are still a lot of time, possibilities, and chances to have a time with them like we used to do.

And right now, when I try to think about what should I write down in you, I start to imagine right a year ago when I activated you my blog. I could not remember the reason why I activated you that time. I thought hard for that, but still I couldn’t find it. But that’s not an important thing I think, coz the important thing for me right now is the contains of you. How I develop my words to make you as a blessed things in my friend’s mind is my truly hope. Yes.. I really2 hope that..  Have a blessed things with my personal blog…
GBU,
3y1

Tonight, 20th August 2006, another inspiration has been given to me by God, I wanna give thank’s to you Lord. I’m watching The Scholar on Metro TV. That’s an interested TV Reality Show. I’m very interesting with one of the competitors, named Davis. He looks confident from the beginning of the show. He becomes a leader of his team, and wins his first team challenges. As he leads his team to win the team challenges, he deserves to take a part in the next level challenges called showdown to win the 50 thousands US$ scholarship. But one thing that makes me smile is about his dialog with the winner of the first showdown challenges Mellissa before the challenges. He said a joke about a book named “Gone With The Wind”. It’s no longer a joke when he is in the showdown challenges, because the question that makes him failed to get the 50 thousands US$ is who is the author of the “Gone With The Wind”. Very very irony isn’t. How could a simple question which had been underestimated by him makes him failed to get a very very worth thing in his life. Remember, not a big stone that makes us fall down, but the small stone does. If in front of us stands a big stone, we will never fall down because of it, because we saw it. But, if there is a small stone that often unseen by us, we will fall down, because we didn’t see it.

Check Davis Blog at :
http://abc.go.com/primetime/scholar/blogs/davis.html

January 15th, 1984 05:00 AM, was born a cute little boy in a clinic
named “Hanna Clinic” at Southern of Sumatra Island. He is the third son and the
youngest member of his family. And the time goes by, he grew up become a boy
and his parents thought to put him into a kindergarten school. Then, his
parents took him to have a kindergarten school at “Methodist II kindergarten
school”.

After finishing his kindergarten school, then his parents moved his
son to another school to have a higher level school. His parents decided to
place his son into “Antiochia Primary School”. It’s a Christian Primary school which have the same
building with its church named “Anugrah Kristus” Church. Then he spent 6 years
there to have a primary school.

After finishing his primary school, then he
decided to have junior high school at “Xaverius I junior high school”. He spent
3 years there to have a junior high school. It had been the toughest days for
him, because he felt deeply lonely, depress, etc, because he got no friends
that made him laugh and felt comfortly to study there. He became an embarrassed
boy, easily down and depressed. Once, he used to like a girl but he didn’t have
enough braveness to talk, or maybe to have a talk with her. So he could
only saw her when she passed him. But fortunately, he could passed all that
stupid things, and continued his school to senior high school.

He choose
“Xaverius 3 Senior High School” as his next level of studying. In this school,
he found his truly personality. Well, he has found his personality with a
strange, unpredictable, and unexpectedly ways. Maybe Jesus Christ has a lot of
plans in his life, so He made that ways. He found his truly personality in independence
day annual event, in his class independence day celebration exactly. In that
event, he was chosen as a “Coolest guy” in his class, and that made him
realized what he got in his life. Since that day, his life has changed a lot.
He became more confident and realized that he should do better than he is supposed
to be. He started to do a lot of things to make him looked perfect, and got
somethings to proud. The pinnacle of his efforts is, he got the third rank of
his third year in senior high school. He felt so happy and didn’t forget to
give thanks to Jesus Christ who made him felt very worth in his life. At this
stage of studying, he felt a lot of happiness, deeply down, heart broken, until
stessful days. He felt a wonderful and amazing senior high school momment which
couldn’t be forgotten by him.

After he finished his senior high school, he took
a year college education. And once again, Jesus Christ has blessed him so. He
got the second rank in this stage of studying. By the time, he took a course
that made a major changing in his life. He wanted to give thanks to his eldest
brother who told him to have that course, because that 3 months course has made
him got a great job for him.

And now, he stands in his last level of his
studying. One more step to finish a long journey of studying. And he feels so
comfort too, because he got a lot of friends now. Once again Jesus Christ has
given a great blessed things in his life. There are too many and so many things
that given by HIM, that make him wanna give a lot of thanks for HIM. Not
only for those things, but also HIS efforts to help him in order to pass his
life through. One for sure, “He always makes a way when there seems to be no
way, just believe in HIM…”

May
Jesus Christ bless all of you…

3y1

Huff, It’s been tough days lately.. Well, actually my last two or three weeks. I’m not wonder that sometimes I heard someone felt very tired to finish his or her thesis. Huff, It’s very very tired effort I think. Lately, I’ve just finished my KP report, maybe it’s not too difficult to do the report. But..!! When you face the reality that what you’ve typed on your report is wrong or maybe your lecturer doesn’t support you, ouch.. that’ll make you feel very tired. And surely when you do the report in a very short time to deadline, wow, I don’t even want to remember my effort to do the report.. Coz I started to do my KP report in two weeks remaining to the deadline.. :p (Don’t try this at home..!!, very terrible effort.. hehehe..). When I try to do that, I spent a lot of time to finish it until midnight and accompanied by a lot of mosquitos.. hehehe… I can’t imagine how many blood that suck by the mosquitos those nights.. hehehe.. But thank’s God it’s done.. It’s just a KP report, I can’t even imagine how hard to do the thesis. But from my experiences to do my KP report, I’ve learned alot. From how to manage my time, until how to be tough to face disappointment to be rejected.. Well, I think that all, coz I’ve to be prepared.. Wish me luck for the thesis..
GBU..!!

It has been so long since I wrote down in you a long time ago my blog.. I really really miss to write down in you. Why..?? I don’t even know why, just miss you. But, I don’t even know what should I write down in you.. hehehe…:p Well, I’ll try to develop my words till it becomes more colorful and creative to read. I hope you like it…

lately, I moved to another office.. I thought it will become more comfort for me when I moved to my truly office, coz I felt so bored to work in an office which is not my truly office. And there are a lot of "eternal jobs" ( :p hehe ) there that makes me harder to work there. I felt like a stranger there, but fortunately I have studied a lot there, from how to talk with manager until how to be patient to face troubles.  Huff, I have been worked there for more than one and a half year, quite long to take a deep breath. There are so many experiences that I’ve been through there. Some of them I wrote down on you my blog. And the time goes by, now I move to my truly office. I’m so happy right now, coz I don’t feel like a stranger anymore. But, there are a lot of jobs I have to finish here. Well, we’ll see wheter I’m able to write down all my experiences here or not in my next blog…

Thank’s

GBU

Bah… I hate this month. I really(100x) hate this month.. I have passed a lot of stressful days in my life, but this month I have passed the most stressful days I’ve ever been through. It made me so down. Sometime I ask myself, "Why all these problems happened to me..??". But fortunately, I’m not crazy after that.. :p, well, almost crazy exactly.. hihi..

It was started in the middle of January, January 16th exactly. I got all things messy from that day.. If you ask me why, I don’t even know why.. And the pinnacle of those problems was happened last week… I don’t even want to remind all things that happened last week, coz it makes me feel hurt, tired and deeply down. Too long to write and too long to explain about all thing that I had through last week. But thank’s to Jesus Christ coz those problems one by one solved. If I take a look behind all my problems that I had through last week, I’m sure that "NO PROBLEMS THAT CAN NOT BE SOLVED". Even it made you so stress, so tired, or maybe deeply down, just do your best to handle it, just do your best and God will do the rest. And don’t forget to pray whenever you get stuck and there are nothing you can do to solve the problem. God will make a way when there seems to be no way..

Well, it’s just my experience about me when I faced troubles. You may try if you want to.. Hopefully, my blog will be very useful for all of you when you face trouble.

May God Bless You,

3y1

Huff…. I’d like to say thousands of thank you to the Lord, coz You’ve listened my pray. There were so many and too many coincidences that made me believe that. You’ve made me believe that nothing is impossible in this life, even it seemed impossible to do. You’ve made me believe and realize that You know the best time to give something to me, coz You’re too perfect to be mistaken. Just pray and pray and never stop praying. He listens and waits for the best time to give what you want. And at last, once again I wanna give thank’s to the Lord… coz "You are so good and too good for me…"

Huff… At last this is over. Yesterday, I had all things messy. It started in the morning. When I just came to my office, my project manager called me. I thought he called me just want to say somethings. In fact, He asked me "did you change the Rayon Rivai’s receipt bank account number ..??". Then I said yes. Oooppss.. its a big mistake. I should not do that, coz the influence is they could transfer their money to wrong account number. Ow my God… How could I do that. Fortunately, they didn’t do that, they saw a different account number in the invoice, so they confirmed it to my project manager first. I spent half day to fix it. It made me so strees to allocate the correct account number. Its just miscommunication between me and my project manager. He should has told me before I changed the bank account number. But thank’s God, it’s done. But my bad luck hasn’t over yet. After I had my course at 5 pm, I had my motorcycle tire leaky. But fortunately, I just knew that my tire was leaky right in the front of the tire patch. So I didn’t have to take my motorcycle too far to find the tire patch. Once again, Thank’s God. Coz He still loves me so much :). There was so many coincidences yesterday. If He didn’t help me when I was in trouble, maybe it could be worse.

Hooorraayyyy….!!! The fasting month has come… This is the time that I like most. Coz everything going faster in this month, like its name isn’t it..?? hihi…… =)) So in this month, I can spend a lot of time to refresh my brain from my fully activities. It makes me so happy. Now, I have a lot of time to go somewhere with my friends, playing around with them or perhaps just take a rest at home. Coz I didn’t have much time to take a rest at home before. And at the end of this month, that’s the pinnacle of my happiness. Coz I’m going to have a vacation to another city, to refresh & delete a lot of mind that made me so stress.

3y1