Eyi’s Personal Blog

Yesterday was a memorizing moment for me. I’m so glad that I’ve been given a chance in the rest of my life to see someone who was very special in my heart. Ow my God, she’s still like she used to be, although I didn’t recognize her at the first time. She’s still so cute with the same hair style when I saw her for the very first time. I started to imagine when I was a stupid little boy who could only saw her when she passed in front of me. I didn’t have any chances to know her personally. This girl is who what I mean in my previous blog (his story) when I wrote :
"Once, he used to like a girl but he didn’t have enough braveness to talk, or maybe to have a talk with her. So he could only saw her when she passed him."

I wish I could have a chance to know her more and more. And when we know each other, I’ll say that I admired her so much. I’ll say that I’m not what I used to be, this is brand new me. But I don’t know now if I’m the one who she expected to be a friend, because she already got a boyfriend hehe.. It’s almost 10 years since I saw her for the last time. I wanna give thanks to God that I’ve been given a chance to see her one more time.

There were also another things that made me felt something different with my whole activities yesterday. I saw someone special in midday, and at night I saw a lot of cute girls when I took a walk to PTC mall yesterday. I don’t know what all these things mean for me. Maybe that’s a sign that God want to give someone who could be my girlfriend. I hope so.. hehehehe…

Well, I’m not sure about that. But one thing I’m sure that Those things made me realize that I should bring my couple in the prayer..

GBU
3y1

June 15th, 2007. That was the date that my last blog posted. It’s almost 7 months I didn’t post any blogs. Ow I miss to write down so much. The same problem with I used to face, no inspiration to write . It’s a little bit hard for me to write in English, but I’m trying hard so I don’t lose my touch. And today, I’m trying to compile my words in order to celebrate my birthday tomorrow.

Today, January 14th, 2008, a day remaining to my 24 years long journey of life. Huff… For the numbers of time I’ve written, “I’m older and older”. I want to be a young forever, but I know that’s impossible. A lot of tears, happiness, unforgettable moment, till embarrassing moment happened in my life. If I could turn back the time, I won’t change anything that happened in my life. I just want to take a look at it, and maybe close my eyes when I was doing something stupid, and smile when I was doing something proud. I don’t want to fix anything in my past, because I’m so happy with what I’m supposed to be right now. Because I know, all that moments have been making me like this. If I fix one of it, maybe I’m not like this right now. I’m so glad if I’ve been placed in this world with a wonderful family, great parents and very very nice brothers. If I could be like this, it’s because of them too.

Thanks for giving me a good education till I could be like this.

Thanks for the efforts to make me find the way of life.

Thanks for supporting me.

I want to give thanks to Jesus Christ for making me like this, thanks for choosing me and making me like this…