My words..
March 8, 2007
Wow.. It’s a long2 time ago since I wrote on you months ago. I’ve passed a lot of events that happenned in my life. But, I got no time and any inspiration to write down on you, though there were a lot of events that I should have written on you. I miss to write down on you so much. I’ve posted my last blog on december last year, so I haven’t written on you for a year… hohoho…
The events that I’ve been passed are from the Christmas to my birthday. I’ve passed a very2 great Christmas and new year eve. I’ve been so busy to prepare all things in church to make a successful Christmas and new year eve events. I’m so glad that I’ve been trusted to prepare all those things, which means that God still want me to work for Him.. :). The time goes by and all those activities has ended. In January 15th 2007, I celebrated my birthday. I’m 23 years old that day, huff… I’m older and older.. hehehe… I’m not wonder that some people do a lot of things to make him/her become younger than he or she is suppose to be. I started to realize now that how it means for someone. I wanna be a young forever, but I know that’s impossible. All I wanna do is just give thanks to the Lord, because I’m exist is just because of Him. I wanna give thanks for all those things that He has done in my life for more than 23 years. And now, I’m counting the days to my graduation. Once again I wanna give thank’s to You Lord for all that You have done. I’ve been struggling, and I could not survive if I’m not with You.
But..!! there’s something missing in my heart right now. I’m in searching for that missing piece in my heart, and I don’t know what is it. Maybe something that able to make me happy, sad, dissapointed, and the other feelings. I had felt that once and I wanna feel it once again. I really miss that.. But I know that I’ll feel it once again.
GBU,
3y1
